BY SARAH LEDBETTER
it's a church with the doors blown off it's
how pink hides inside pulsation it's the bowl
lying empty at night, it's the night.
it's the night
in its next shape not ready to be
looked at or spoken to directly.
it's tall as parents' legs when you were young it's
singing on the phone about earthworms
in a bathroom like lovers at a party.
lyrics volumes
archives scaffolds
recipes for breathing.
it's a slow courtship it's a change of address
followed by another and another
until no one but the dawn can find you.
it's naked and nameless as a songbird
the one that puts the sky up each morning and
won't
eat out of your hand and goes tweedlee eedlee eeee.
Sarah B. Ledbetter is a dancing writer and a writing dancer whose work for screen, stage, and page has been presented nationally and internationally. Recent publications include Floromancy, Poetry Superhighway, Right Hand Pointing, and R and R Literary Journal. She's currently at work on her first collection as well as a site-specific dance about female solitudes.
Process Note: On the morning I wrote this poem, my body had awoken and gone looking outside for the poem of dawn-meets-body. It gathered hints from the dawn air around my little guesthouse behind a larger one rented by drunken sorority girls. I sat down and harvested my experience with as little interference as possible like a tongue scraping, noting that these things were not the things but were evidence nonetheless.