BY MICHELLE DYER
Yesterday I wiped a metal patio chair
with a wet rag, and it was you and me
and the tree again. The scent of wet iron
like coins in my kissing mouth kissing you.
Rain leaping off our skin, a broken string
of pearls. Father Tree keeping our bodies
upright, his thick head of hair swaying above.
Is this why I keep dreaming of you? I try to
explain this concept to a student: scent is a
lightning bolt to the hippocampus, the house
of remembrance. I want to say: itβs what happens
when it rains in the desert, or when I make metal
wet. That geologic warmth warps me to that
other time, that other place, that other person.
This symphony of sensory perception religions
itself to our core. No matter how many times we
try to scorch it off, how often we burn down
domiciles of the past, it abides, patiently. An
heirloom in the attic, the ghosts of our dreams,
the metal in my mouth when I taste blood: a memory
of you and me and the tree, that knowing third
holding the unknowing.
Michelle Dyer is a teacher and poet currently living in Phoenix, Arizona. Her work has been published in Intima: A Journal of Narrative Medicine, and Snapdragon: A Journal of Art and Healing, among others.
Process Note: The poem came to me from an exercise in a writing workshop for teachers, where we were prompted to write using a sense other than sight. The day before, I was cleaning the dust off a metal patio chair β the wet dusty metallic scent instantly jolted a memory I hadn't thought of in years. Writing the poem was a bit like a lightning strike, too, in the way that it happened -- swiftly, brightly, leaving me stunned.